I was going to give all my energy to an issue I have to deal with concerning my father and some other family anger issues I have to get over. On to the next one... I know everything is everything and have nothing to worry about. i realize people chose the lives they lead to make me better for a reason. Whatever world others choose to live in is their choice. Since it was my choice to live in those dimensions in the past I should be able to understand why people are the way they are. I was like you. I am not anymore. Everyday, almost every second I change for the greater good! Something similar to the expansion of the universe. I literally can't live the negative way I used to, it makes me sick and uncomfortable. I will not invite nor maintain negatives patterns in my life. I choose to be happy and fulfill my dreams and goals. So I am living them. Simple as that. I have no more time to entertain the "negatives ones" since I am on a 'mission' now. Self-actualization is cool and I can't complain. Yes I blew up and cursed out my father yet I am not mad at myself about it. It was something I needed to get out and I am glad I did so I would feel better, even though I know we always have to respect our mothers, fathers and ancestors and vice versa. Luckily I realize my room for improvement and will put some energy to it but not more than enough. Time for me to Be living my dreams/goals and I will let no bitch ass nigga stop my growth...even you. Peace 'n Love!
I enjoyed the yesterday greatly with a very special lady in NYC. Honestly she reminded me about the Love I was introduced to a while back. I can hardly believe I forgot what I have been searching for before. I had been doing a lot of unrealized soul searching when it was inside me the whole time.
Shout out to my Mom, Grandmas and Ancestors. You all did a wonderful job and its up to me to keep this greatness going.
But back to this wonderful lady. She may or may not read this yet the more I get to 'know' her the better I feel about our situation. I love her smile, body, skin, jokes, experiences and her natural beauty. MOST importantly I love her Love for life. She has much positive energy and I feel I do as well. I would really like to see whats happens when two like minds/hearts work together in living dreams together. She is very graceful and in-tuned to the unseen which makes for excellent conversation. I love her open-mind and how she chooses what she lets into her life. I feel she has made the choice to let me in her world. I been living in my own world and feel we could mesh together with some great "magic".
So people please always keep doing nice things for others for what comes around goes around. I am love. I am divine. I am abundant. I have great vision. I love to spread love and positivity. I am blessed and stress-free. I am in-tuned to the unseen world. My third eye is open. My pineal gland is working smoothly. My cells are regenerating and healing old wounds. I am in great health mentally, emotionally, spiritually and financially.
I can't help from being happy. It really does pay to be kind and generous while knowing something greater is always in store for you. Life is good especially when you have that real LOVE manifest for you! I always wondered why people stay negative. Now I know they are in pain they choose not to work out. So it envelopes their mind and thoughts and causes them to lash out. Peace is so great. Mixed with Love one can have an explosive mix. I want to shout out my Grandmas and Mom for never giving up on me. They always knew who I was and were simply waiting for me to realize. I love them so much! I am really thankful for all the people in my life though. Now I know whatever we were experiencing was a reflection of our minds and thoughts. THANK GOD I have been positive for no obvious reason my whole life. I kinda knew anything was possible and because of some social programing I had begun to lose focus on the greater things in life. Not much for me to do now but live happily ever after ; ).
I am here now to stay. There is nothing yah'll can do to stop my success! I am so blessed. I can not rest. I wanna chill on beautiful beaches and get paid for it. I want to continue my cheat-less streak and make love together...; )...I already know I can get any girl I want but why not just pick the best! Thats my motto..lol. Life is Good! Fact! Change your thoughts, Change your life...Thanks Dr. Wayne Dyer! I have purpose in my life in so many lights. It was a bit fearful but why would you be afraid to Love Love. I can't wait to enjoy all the Love I know I created. No room for [fear]when your are in (love). Stay blessed all and know that I always truly love and am honest about my beliefs in you. Stay up to pray up..